I have been pretty frustrated with my lack of ability to eat healthy lately. Okay, it's not like I am eating totally unhealthy, but I am not eating the way I should to lose weight.
Even when I try hard to eat healthy, at my best I am eating 1700 calories, which is hardly enough to lose weight, especially at my current weight. (unless I had the time and means to exercise like I used to) and it's never balanced, because most of the meals here are fatty and don't have as much protein.
I also have a hard time finding the motivation to exercise. I need to run and work out more, but I just want to be lazy after work. I also don't like running up here because I don't want to be killed by a moose.
I know that when I don't eat healthy, I feel gross. and when I don't eat in my calorie range, I feel disappointed in myself. when I make good decisions, I feel so proud of myself. so why can't I get it right?
one of these days, I am going to figure this out. because I want to be at my goal weight by the end of the summer!
jerry berry!! i'm know exactly what you mean! it's so tough and when you fail you feel so disappointed in yourself. but, look how far you've come!! dang girl!! you're a beast!! remember that time we went running and you literally ran laps around me? and pretty much ran twice the distance?? yeah. b-e-a-s-t! :) you got this friend! i believe in you!
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