I have abandoned all hopes of a social life in order to make it through the rest of this semester. just get me out of here and to sunny Vegas or California. (though the weather here is gorgeous. and I love it.)
my days are spent going to bed around ten, going to work, and then going to class and doing homework. rinse. repeat.
It's been pretty crazy. I feel so lame. not to mention Tuesdays and Thursdays wipe me out... work from 8-12 and then class from 1-5:30. Is that even legal? I am trying not to get stressed but its kinda hard not too.
Another thing that doesn't help is that towards the end of the school year, I start to get so sick of Provo. I hate seeing all the couples. I start wanting to hang out with new people because I am tired of having the same friends for eight months. I want to go home and not have to worry about classes or buying my own groceries. I guess that's just part of the college lifestyle.
Also, I got the job at Aspen Grove. looks like another summer of fun and lots of work. this year, I will be taking care of seven year olds all summer!
but, enough complaining (for the most part). Really, I still have a lot to be grateful for. Parents supporting me so that I can go to school, even if I hate Provo sometimes. How lovely my roommates and friends are. How I have security and get to stay in the same place. that I am made it into this university. that I have food to eat and that I am able-bodied enough to take care of myself. that I am getting good grades and not just slaving away endlessly to barely pass my classes.
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